Hello, I feel like I’m being choked.
Every day feeling the Same and nothing filling the void of wanting something new.
Randomly feeling motivated and decisive but then in a flash of a second pushing everything away.
I go away.
Is this what depression is?
Melting away day by day?
Having potential to change the world only to be unable to surface from under the covers?
Being compiled underneath obsessive ideas, cooking shows and the feeling of nothing?
Having no control over anything?
I miss the feeling of the wind when it runs through my hair.
I miss the joy I felt on an afternoon walk.
I miss producing things.
I miss wanting things.
I miss smiling and meaning it.
I miss me, all of me, positive and productive me.
Go away depression.